About
“I am not the girl next door.”
–Bettie Page
Hello everyone! My name is Seska. I live in Montreal, Canada. I created and actively run an independent adult site featuring personal amateur hardcore porn of me enjoying my sexual lifestyle. Besides running my personal website, I have my fingers in a few other pots – neo-burlesque for fun and self-expression and webmastering of other adult and mainstream sites to help pay the bills.
Prior to working in the field of adult entertainment I was an educational consultant. I have two BAs (Child Studies & Psychology). I work as a website designer and webmaster for a variety of adult and mainstream sites as well as an event producer (mostly neo-burlesque).
I launched my my amateur xxx site in 1998. The members-only section is home to all of my photos, videos, and writing. It is mostly about my sex life, but I also share things about other aspects of my life such as:
- my activism (body politics, sex worker rights & youth empowerment)
- my interests (burlesque, film, music, reading, running, and theatre)
- my pets (Rufus & Martha)
If only they always got along nicely like this.
Joining my paysite is a great way to show your support for me and my efforts. It makes me happy and you get access to all of my xxx content as well as those of over 20 sites in the VIP Members network.
Stats
Astrological Sign: Aquarius
Measurements: 5’4″ 34A [but hey, it's an A+ :-)], 26, 36
Age: 40
Special features: green eyes, birthmark (where? you have to discover that for yourself), lots of little beauty marks all over my body
Sexual Orientation: Bent. There are different terms people use, like bisexual or pansexual and both do apply to me. However, I like the word bent because I am definitely not straight.
Marital Status: Separated. A great deal of the content of my website was created in collaboration with my former partner. For various reasons my marriage ended. While I prefer not discussing the details, I can say that while it has been the most difficult experience of my lifetime I have a sense of purpose and optimism as I enter this new phase of my life.
casual photoshoot in a sunny room
Favourite Things
TV: Current stuff such as The Big Bang Theory, Boardwalk Empire, Game of Thrones, The Hour, Mad Men, Shameless, True Blood, and Vampire Diaries. Yes, I watch The Vampire Diaries. Its my porn. Such pretty people. I also used to enjoy Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Gilmore Girls, and LOST.
Movies: Bull Durham, Clue, The Company of Strangers, Donnie Darko, Finding Nemo, Garden State, The Graduate, Grease (1 & 2 – yes, I said 2 – it’s a Michelle Pfeiffer in spandex thing), The Muppet Movie, Pride and Prejudice, Princess Bride, Rebel Without a Cause, Rocky Horror Picture Show and lots of Sci-Fi.
Books: My favourite non-fiction books are Mating in Captivity: Reconciling the Erotic and the Domestic by Esther Perel and Sex at Dawn: The Prehistoric Origins of Modern Sexuality. Christopher Ryan, Ph.D
Music: I listen to music when I run so most of what I listen to is upbeat rock and pop stuff, though I do have a sweet spot for 1960′s and 1980′s music (this kind of stuff tends to be the inspiration for my burlesque performances). Lately, I was introduced to the some amazing acts in local music scene here in Montreal and my heart has been exposed to such beauty and grit. Its been quite astounding.
Foods: pasta puttenesca , peanut butter and jam sandwiches, gazpacho, hot and sour soup with lemongrass, tapioca pudding
Clothes: I find you can’t go wrong with a tight black knee length skirt! I can dress it up or dress it down depending on the occasion. I adore wearing stockings, thigh highs, and fishnets – especially with cute open toe shoes or stiletto heels. When it comes to just being cosy I love jeans and cargo pants with soft t-shirts and tank tops. On my feet? Jack Purcell’s or flip flops.
preparing for a webcam show
What (and Who) Turns Me On
Humour (being able to laugh at yourself is so attractive), go-getters, people who are hard working and have some special skill, music with a slow but strong beat, dressing up, playing pretend, water (taking steaming hot baths makes me feel so sexy and skinny dipping makes me feel so free).
Besides my attraction to real-life lovers, I also have crushes on people in the public eye. They might give you an insight into my type. In alphabetical order (I hate playing favourites): Maria Bello, Selma Blair, Marisa Tomei, Steve Carell, Ryan Gosling, and Jake Gyllenhaal. I also have this long time attraction to Jeff Goldblum. Just something about him.
Quirks and Such
I have a passion for holistic living, organic whole foods and sustainable agriculture. I am doing my best to stay focused on the bigger picture of health and the joys of eating well. I do feel so good when I make good choices!
I am a runner. I trained for a half-marathon, but have taken some serious time off . Right now I am in a getting back in shape phase. My workouts include treadmill walking/running, strength training at the gym and yoga. I joined a bowling league last summer and I am having the best time.
I love to take naps. I talk in my sleep. I have a particular way I make my bed.
sleeping on the way back from Toronto
Favorite Quotes
“There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action. And because there is only one you in all of time this expression is unique and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open whether you choose to take an art class, keep a journal, record your dreams, dance your story or live each day from your creative source. Above all else, keep the channel open.” –Martha Graham
“Until you lose your reputation, you never realize what a burden it was or what freedom really is.” –Margaret Mitchell
Motivations
For life – the big blue sky, creatures great and small, freedom, friends and family.
For this web site – to share my creative and sexual side with the world, to help change negative and destructive beliefs about women and sex by being an example of sincere sexuality, and to bring pleasure to the lives of others.
