Personal Growth

Dec 022013
Where was Seska?

Wow! It has been a while since I have shared a personal blog entry. It is not that I have not had a personal life. I have. That is one reason I have not written a personal post in some time. I have been busy with living life that I haven’t had much time to [...]

Mar 042013
Being Truthful & Whole

Don’t get me wrong. There were many highlights during the shortest month of the year. It was my birthday at the beginning of the month and I had such meaningful happy moments with family and friends (including lots of aunt + niece time), but the month was also filled with a fair amount of travel, [...]

Jan 162013

On this night three years ago I voiced in confidence what I had decided to do. I was terribly lost and ever so afraid. The build up to the worst day of my life. Afterwards, one of the only things that made sense to me were sentimental songs. Their lyrics resonated as my heart broke [...]

Oct 082012
Now That Was an Orgasm

I am alive. I am here. I am me. As I made these observations I began to weep. The experience was so fucking intense. All of it. Its aftermath has me stunned, alert, embolden. I was exploring images in mind. Experiences I have not had, but know so well. Power exchange, seduction, pleasure, control, stimulation, [...]

Aug 172012
Ch Ch Ch Changes

OK, the title is not terribly original. Neither is the fact that there are changes going on in my life. Still, the title feels appropriate because these most recent changes feel rather special and Bowie quote worthy. You may have noticed that my public site looks a fair bit different. My goodness, is it ever [...]