Members' Entry 047
The Seska Sex Challenge is going along just fine. We had started it a day or two after I wrote the last journal entry because James had been masturbating and didn't have any left for me. Since it officially began we have been quite consistent. However, we skipped yesterday because we did it 3 times the day before. Since it is my challenge I get to make the rules and 3 times one day allows for a break on the next day.
Yesterday, we did the popsicle shoot. I'm not much for food being mixed up with sex, but I do admit to enjoying the activity afterwards. The popsicle was so sticky. I loved it. It was also very, very cold. I was worried I might get ice burn (LOL). It was neat sticking it in my bum. I wasn't sure if it would work. I was worried it would break off inside of me, but it was quite warm inside and it basically melted and dripped out.
The day before yesterday, we rented a couple of pornos. One had a story line and the other was of the gonzo variety. I like both styles if they are well done. For some reason though, it wasn't very exciting watching them. James and I discussed it and we came to the conclusion that when sex becomes practically your whole life and you get to see people having sex in real life on regular basis, pornos aren't so thrilling.
Also, I used to love watching girl-girl scenes the most, but I was bored by them this time around. Again, I think its because I get to have girl-girl sex at least once a week now (and I have Alyka to dream about anyhow). It's so available to me that it doesn't titillate me anymore.
On the other hand, I was into the hetero scenes in a way that was new to me. I think it was because the men involved were good looking. They had a very nice build, seemed to take good care of themselves and were around my age. Its hard on women (who are trying to figure out what pornos are supposed to do for us) when all you see are men who don't look anything like your boyfriend (or the guys you fantasize about) and women who most often are faking orgasms, have surgically enlarged breasts, and nails so long that make fingering very painful (I know from personal experience-that's why I keep mine short). You want to be able to identify with the movie in some way. It doesn't have to be a completely accurate portrayal of reality. There is no fun in that, but you want to see some good looking people (male and female) who either you might meet in your everyday life or fantasize about. It's nice that there is a growing variety of people in adult movies.
As for the movies we rented, the story porno had some women with natural breasts and some small breasts that I could definitely relate to! I really liked that. The gonzo film had young people in it. People who I definitely would meet bar hopping in Montreal. That was cool. And the men and women seemed genuine. The movie made me think of my porno/amateur life. For example, having sex while others in the room are discussing the weather or making silly sexual comments. It was neat. So the porno films can be like the real world. At least my world!