Tangled

Heartbreak. I am a little stuck in it and it feels as if it's not about one in particular. It feels like it is cumulative at this point. It feels as if it's not just those I have endured but also those I have caused. When I have hurt someone it has been because I was hurting inside. I was disappointed, angry, resentful, confused. Gosh, so many things. And when I say this I'm not passing the blame. I'm saying that heartbreak is a messy tangled up experience and it's not easy make sense of it when you are in the thick of it.