Watching Myself

Members-Only Journal

Starting today on Fridays I will be sharing members-only journal entries from my original members area Seska's Society. Here is the first entry I wrote in the fall 1998.

#flashbackfriday

Watching Myself

First published in 1998.

We went to a fetish night last night. The regular crowd was there plus a few new faces. I wore my red outfit and I felt good. It makes me feel like a super hero. It is a one piece PVC jumpsuit with a zipper down the front. What fun!

There are some fabulous mirrors in the bathroom of the club that hosts the fetish night. I love looking at myself (and whoever I am with) in the mirror when I have sex. I would love to have sex in front of the mirror at this bar. Maybe one day.

The first time I had sex in front of the mirror I was shocked by how different I looked. My cheeks were rosy and my eyes glassy. I was so turned on to see my lover fuck me. A totally new perspective. I got wetter and wetter as I saw his hard cock move in and out of my pussy. Another time I decided to watch myself masturbate. I really noticed the metamorphous I undergo. Plain Jane to Sex Kitten. I pouted and bit my lip. My lips went from pink to red (yeah, those lips!) My nipples got hard. Everything changed, especially my face. I had the dirtiest expression. Maybe I'll recreate it for you sometime soon.

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